Hi long time no see! yeah i know it is all my fault.
Life is just strange at the moment. I keep applying for jobs that i know i am qualified for and i don't even get an interview!
I don't want to grow old working for costa there has to be more for me to do even if i am limited cos of my neck!
So i tell myself to have faith!

Genuine faith puts a letter in the post box and lets go. Distrust however, hold on to a corner of the envelope and wonders why the answer never arrives.
Genuine faith hands it circumstances over to God, allowing Him to work. Psalm 37:5 is a great confirmation of this "Commit your way to the lord; trust in Him and He will do this." He will never work until we commit . faith is receiving- or even more actually appropriating- the gifts God offers us. We may believe in Him, come to Him, commit to him, and rest in Him, but we will never fully realize all our blessings until we begin to receive from Him and come to Him having the Spirit of abiding and appropriating

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