Beanie Blog

So anyway we sold the flat!
We are still buying the house in Bradford despite damp!
I have begun to pack the boxes so lovingly given to us by Liz,and i got the part time job i went for with the council. They even thought that i was great they gave me the position above what i applied for!
Talk about a boost for my confidence, well at least they like me my current well not so current after tomorrow hates me! I said i was contemplating leaving because the situation could not continue, and they did not even comment! They just sat there! HOW RUDE!
argh well we will be out of here soon.
New place
New home
New start!

The board is up! It is official we are selling our house!

We have even had people come round and look at it! In 4 days we have had 4 people come!One has even started bartering, but right now i think he's just messing with us!

My great Aunt died last week But she had a good inings and now she is at peace.
However i now have a funeral to go to on Tues which would be fine exept My Dad and Mum are telling me i have to behave! Eh???????? I think that they are worried i may end up in argument with my Grandad who severly dislikes me! I find it highly offensive that my own parents think i would start an argument at a funeral of one my own family who i spent a lot of time with when i was younger! I cannot believe they think i could be so disrespectfull!
IM SORRY I HAVE TO MOAN I NEED TO MOAN I AM SO HACKED OFF WITH STUFF RIGHT NOW!

My neck is sore work is well work enough said !

I just want to be at ALC its the whole thing where i just want people around me cos things are so yucky right now, i am so scared about stuff with my neck the tests and the outcomes, and the fact that right now everything i love i am incapeable of doing because of the effects it has on my body, and the thought that this may not go away scares the living daylights out me!

But on a positive note to end with i have the whole of next week off i will be in England and i will get to spend time with some of my best mates and people who are really important to me.

So i guess i just need to keep on praying!

Love ya

So i am now referred to as Mrs Marshall! Which is still taking some getting used too!
I still don't have the wedding photo's so i cannot do that entry yet!
So i figured i would give you all a general up date on how we are doing up North!

My Neck!
I have to have an MRI of my brain done which is a tad scary it is to check to see if i have inflamation on my brain!
I then have to be addmitted for the day cos they also want to do a lumbar puncture!OUCH! Along with tests where they put electrical impulses along my nerves to see what is happening! They also want to give me a steroid injection for pain relief! Im goona need some sort of relief by the time they have finished with me! No diagnosis yet!

Bradford:
This is all good Cherish was amazing! Brilliant ministry Amazing people completely on fire for God.
We caught up with lots of people and had lots of Lattes and good conversation. God has been blowing down so many walls for us in Bradford ! In Him all things are possible.
And we even have had an offer accepted on a house!

So Now?: We need to get our place on the market get packed Pray lots of that! Try and get pain relief that dosn't send me CUKOO the last 2 lots prescribed have sent me away with the fairies!

By the way we helped Squidge moved house which was definatly a cleaning experience for all involved but i think we all had fun and her new bed looks smashing.

Bye for now xxx

Hello out there, yes we did it Didger and I said "I DO" However life has been a night mare of late so the main entry with pics and everything hasn't happened yet cos pandomonium has taken over!
Please bear with me.
BYE
xxx

Its all go around here these days!
This wedding is making me more frantic than usual! However now this are slightly better after negotiations with my parents who are both now on board and working like troopers to help! God Bless them both!
Ok things that are now sorted:
*Gifts
*outfits/dresses/hires
*menus (kind of)
*church
*Hyms kind of
*Flowers
*Jewelrey
*underwear
* Favours

Things still not done:!
* Order of services
*Drinks for the reception ( Iam crap when it comes to alcohol as i drink so little of it!)
*Cake
* Something old, something new, something borrowed and something blue!
* Hyms the bit that isn't done!
*Transport to the church! Will know about that on Thur!

I have just spent the last 48 hrs paniking about my parents accomodation for the big day.
Obviously they need to be fairly close by but not to far away. The Forth is fully booked! It needs to be somewhere decent as Dad is tempremental! Not a large choice for the area especially when Forest Hills wanted to charge my Mum £210 per night!
So anyway my Dad being the helpfull Hubby that he is booked them into a Best Western over in Stepps! For those of you who are not local Stepps is an hour and a half away from the reception venue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When my Mum told me i freaked "Why didn't he call me " i asked "You know what he's like " She responded> So anyway i said i will find you somewhere else, anywhere is closer than Stepps even Stirling! I said you ust need to get the booking cancelled and refunded.
The phone goes at 08:30 this morning its my Mum saying that they can't get it refunded! Anyway to cut a long story short i spent half an hour on the phone posing as my Mum pleading with the other person on the end of the phone to give me a refund as it was my Daughters wedding and my Husband was a twit! Anyway i am so good i got a refund!

BYE XXX

Well i'll try again.
This time Susan is not due to arrive or at least if she is i am totally unaware of it!
Life continues it is still very stressfull! Please find below reasons for exceedingly high stress levels:
*Health problems or as friends call it "invalid staus"!
*Wedding
*Bradford Situation
*House sale/move
*Parents
*Health situation in realtion to work
*Health situation in relation to the fact that i want to climb and bike and CAN'T!

So anyway you guessed it i am not the best of company currently!

My mood today was not helped by the rude awakening of the postman knocking at the front door. This is unusaual or when it does happen it is usually due to daft idiots sending letters recorded delivery! But when i opened the door the postman was smiling with a huge box for me!

I wondered what on earth it was! Surely not wedding presents yet!
Anyway i got it into the house to find it was from my parents. I wondered could it be a bomb? Then it hit me they still hadn't given me my birthday and christmas prsents!
So i tore open the box with a little help from a sharp knife to find a beautifull purple cashmere scarf, brilliant cashmere blanket, lovely long red cardigan, dvd player! couple of dvds and cds and a t-shirt! Along with a pleasant note from my mum.

The wedding is on track, we went and dealt with the wedding licence today and there did not appear to be any problems so that is all good. We even went and brought pressies !!!!!!!! For ? im not telling who!

Had my eyes tested it is offical i definatly have a squint, i freaked out the optician with it which was quite fun. And i need to get a new a new prescription which is a pain in the bum!

Went to collect the knickers which i had ordered for the wedding to find they had come in serese pink! Needless to say they are ordering me some new ones. Thankfully!

Anyway enough said time for pudding.

Lots of love
xxx

Well life continues and i am alive. But Susan has just arrived! For once she is Early so i will have to continue later, bye for now xxx

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Well my dress is away being altered and will be finished on Monday, i will look stunning even if i do say so myself, the rest of you can find out on May 6th if your'e there.

The rest of the day spent doing Starbucks and poddling around Glasgow discussing the finer points and life, as well as buying new things for the dogs. Asher has a new lead, and Storm has a funky packable water bowl like Asher's.

For some reason Didger felt the need to be in this picture, not quite sure why? Any suggestions?

Found more nice houses in Bradford Didger phoned about one to be told it was sold even though this was not on the web page! I phoned later to be told the oppsoite! Estate agents are funny creatures!

Bye for now